getting lazier to post my feeling in my blog...lazy to type..lazy to express...
seems lots of tin happened around me...two of my besties..break with their dearest...one seems lik still ok..but worried mayb she's nt ok but din say out...only hope she's really fine lo...
while the other one..hurt lots...she choose to break bt then regret..we all noe they still love each other bt jz mayb cannot 相处..tats y people say should always follow ur heart..don b so stubborn n act lik very 有个性..the one who get the 'benefit' from the effect wil always b yourself..haiz..so sad to see her lik tat..n yet i cant help much..jz nw called duck duck n asked him sth..dono y..mayb bcos i'm stupid or so easy to cheat..i choose to believe him bout sth..n asked my besty to try to believe too..cos i tin..tat's one of the little way to feel a little bit better..bt of cos..i don tin it works..haha..swt..i really dono wd to say to her..dono hw can make her feel better..useless me..ish...mayb i jz try to b a gud listener or rubbish bin when needed..haha..
one more besty..she seems lik always no problem..never gt problem..especially problem tat's hard to solve..if she's really a person lik wd i've seen..hope she can always b happy lor..bt hope she can say it out if thr's anything happen too..i tin she will..kua..hehe...
n me...hmmm..lik my bro T said..my problem is look lik no problem bt actually tat's the serious problem..haha..me n him..seems..nth wil happen nw or in the future..for me..he had changed LOTS..totally changed into another person which i don noe..nth to blame with ya..today..is the sixth day we din sms each other..right after he asked me the ques..'why must we...don u tin...wasting time?'..the him i noe last time wont ask me tis kind of ques..last time..he cares me lots..says sweet words to me..n bla bla bla...nw..i cant feel at all tat he's caring me..n he never says any sweet words or even an alphabete related...n he wont listen to wd i say i tin..i jz hope he can take care n control himself n stay away from those bad habit..n bla bla bla..mayb he still likes me bt...i don understand y he can change so so so much in quite a sudden..n yet i believe tat he thinks he's still the same..i've no idea wd should i do..n i choose nt to tin of it first as i dono wd to do n to wait if thr's anything going happen o nt..hope i wont regret..haha..=.=
n my family gt sum problem summore which i tin no one could solve it except 当事人..
haiz..better try my best to concentrate on my study first...spm come soon...have to trust myself...GOOD LUCK!
Friday, June 13
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