yuhuu..

yesterday nite totally no slp at all..

tonite knt too too late..hehe..

nite nitez...

NEW part time job!!

hahahahahaha...

tonite suddenlly feel wanna go jase's tea room ask for the vacancy..

n really still gt one eh..huhu..

the gal thr say wil email me a form for me to fill wor..

hahahaha..

i'm SOOO BRAVE to go alone lar...hahax..

wish tis job on!! (should b mostly on kua..hahax..)

hehe..

decision..future..

decision is so HARD to make...
a right or suitable course or career is so HARD to choose..
i've been thinking and asking myself..
WHAT i'm interested with?
WHAT do i want?
WHICH subjects can i handle?

i wanted to make decision for my future..
and i'm trying hard..
keep brainstorming here n there..
BUT..
i seems to b so blur..
keeps come out with an answer 'DONT KNOW'...

cannot lik this anymore...
i MUST find out soon..
but how??

刚从机场回家..fred去KL了...
fan n xis so sad...

人通常是健忘的..
也挺容易适应新的生活环境...
所以..慢慢来..
要加油..
KL很近的...科技又发达..随时都可以联络..嘻嘻..

不知道要说什么..
就送你们一首歌吧...但是很像fan比较适合...
当然不是全部歌词啦..就一些些..

(我想改一点..'伤心情歌播几遍了 你的眼...') [[ 伤心情歌过期变了 你对眼还是红红的

生命中有些过客 现在不过躲了一个

结束了何必再拉扯 有心事总该遗忘的

你听着听着又哭了 我明白的 谁都难免不舍

别再哭了 多不值得

笑一笑把爱情看透彻

生活苦涩 该他负责

他会后悔他做了这选择

别再哭了多不值得

失去也是另一种获得

伤心情歌 不属你的

幸福不一定非爱谁不可

难熬的 会经过的 ]]

(in case needed..) '别再哭了' by Eser罗忆诗

fred..

o furud..

take care..

22.02.2009 #2

thanks my dearsss for coming my huz to celebrate my lunar bday o~~
thanks...
*joo
*xis
*nelson v.
*joanna
*fong
*ah cute
*j.seng
*sigui

n thanks for the present from tony, j.seng, na, fong, ah cute...
it's a Maipo wine plus a heart shape lolipop...
actually wan take photo de bt ho..we so sat..the whole bottle of wine finish le..
included my house de half box of Stanley red wine...hahax..
my head gt a little little tiny tiny bit of heavy + hin..first time lik tis..who ask me din drink slow slow..hehe..gud try anyway..hahax..

really fun n hapie today especially tonite..
here wanna thanks those scouts again..scouts always so mature n helpful..
they help me keep almost everythg b4 back...
they wash the bbq set..wash the FLOOR...n bla bla..
thanks much much..^^

n thanks sigui for coming after his job...hehez..
n thanks joo joo n oso xis xis for staying wit me from dono wd time..hehez..
fan working knt come oso nvm lar..dn jealous o..as we tonite really enjoy wine ma..hahax..
while ben ben wen..at ns nth to say...bopien..hahaha..
muaks..
love u all..

22.02.2009

today!!

is BP Day!!
our honourable lovely father BADEN POWELL's bday~~

n TODAY!!!

is also MY chinese bday!!!
hahahaha...
hapie bday to BP n sun bian to me too~~
huhu...

beh kam guan...

still go click..

but still no access..

tis really shock me..

still i thk it's so IMPOSSIBLE..

bt it's true..

hw le...??

reminder to all of us..included myself..

突然发现...
大家最近一直在逃避, 就连我自己也一样...
有一点醒悟..
只是想要提醒大家..包括我自己..
我们是最好最好的朋友..有什么事, 什么困难, 什么不开心..
记得..一定要坦白说出来啊!
大家一起解决嘛~
就算不能解决 也至少可以分担啊!
大家怎么都忘了呢???
千万不要再担心什么怕带给朋友麻烦了..
我们是最最最好的朋友耶!
记得'荷妈' 说过..如果需要用到'包袱' / '负担'这两个字..
就不算是一家人啦~

所以大家...记得..有什么事一定要说出来啊!!!

20.02.09

today was the last day working in T.K...
last time..i guess i'll se bu de miss ting only..bt i found tat i wont ler...
then today..i tot i wont se bu de anyone at all..
bt when the day was going to end..i jz realised i'll se bu de lor..
the thg really shock me was..all those i thk i'll nvr se bu de but...it's totally out of my expectation..
i'll miss yen yen..jurina..jamil..mdm wendy..miss o mdm store(i nvr cal her..so nvr noe wd to cal her..last time i hate her lots..hehe..)
mayb i'll miss ms huang n ester too lor...
thks for all the wishes from miss o mdm store n mdm wendy...
i really appreciate lots..hehe..

i did gain experience thr lo...
*hw to wrape hamper
*hw to stick the import sticker on the product faster =.=
*hw's the feeling of working until midnite..(it's fun!when u're doin thg u really dn feel tired o sleepy at all!)
*some little bit knowledge bout wine!! (ps : thks richard~)
i guess gt some more bt cnt remember nw...hehe..

n i did learn bit bit thg bout relationship between ppl..
*we shouldnt giv comment on hw's the person's personality too fast..bcoz time really gets to tel u more bout them..
*ur mood nt gud is ur own business...shouldnt bring it to others wit no reason..but tis is hard..
erm..seems to hav some more bt forgot liao..hahax..

无奈~

纳闷~

wondering....

nice mail from joe~

i try to summarise...i din copy n paste yea..hahax..

**勇于尝试是没错的...
这样你才会知道更多..了解更多..明白什么最适合你..而你也最喜欢...

**原来当我们看别人幸福的时候..
常常忘了自己也在幸福之中...

****是不是看到, 接触到越多..
也就越容易迷失掉那个最单纯, 最简单的自己...

***真正的喜欢...
是不会因为一点小挫折而放弃的..

=.^

以前..我觉得她很好..也很喜欢她..
现在..我知道她其实还是一样很好..只是我很像不那么喜欢她了..
因为..总觉得有那么一点点搞到破坏...
我不想这样..真的不想讨厌她..真的真的不想的...
试着控制..一直不断的试..但是有的时候..好像不怎么做得到...

感觉上有好多好多的话想对姐妹说...但是又不想这样做...
总觉得..别说是说出口..单单是用想的..就仿佛有把声音在我耳边回荡...
"ey!可不可以不要这么以小人之心度君子之腹阿!"....(不知道有没有写错..管他的...)
好像觉得自己没度量..小心眼...大便~

我们的她很像没变耶~但是我总会感觉到有的没的...
有些东西..虽然很想说出来..但是..毕竟过去了..那何不就让它过去呢...=.=

看开点...
虽然有点不怎么觉得自己办得到...
但就当作什么事也没发生过吧~
joo joo说的...开心也要过..不开心也要过..
那何不开心点呢..=.=
^^

lalala~~

奇怪...
突然有点emo emo的感觉..
emo到很想哭...
不知道为什么..好像有孤单..寂寞..一个人..还有..看不到未来...的感觉..
有点想静静一个人..不被任何人干扰..享受宁静..任我的脑袋胡思乱想..
又有点想让音乐围绕着我..让我沉淀在其中..
在音乐的世界里..与现实完全隔离..

突然想到一首旧歌..

[ 我好想好想飞 逃离这个 疯狂世界
那么多苦 那么多累 那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞 逃离这个 疯狂的世界
如果是你 发现了我 也别将我挽回 ]

by..五月天

突然有种想追寻音乐的感觉..
神经病..
开玩笑的啦...

其实刚刚有点high不起来..
除了因为有时有点想睡觉..
也因为有点emo emo啦..
对不起哦亲爱的朋友们..我尽力了..
对不起~

OFF DAY~~

huhu...

today is my OFF DAY lar...

hahahax...

tis few days sooo sooo sooo tired ok..

few days coming soon oso lor..

especially 15 & 16 of tis month..

gt stock take..tis two days we need to work full..

n u noe we start check our stock at wd time bo?

from 10PM til mayb 3AM okie!!!

omg~

should b fun bt sure tired chin...wuwuwu..

yesterday still tired til fall asleep at downstairs de sofa..

then whole nite jz sleep thr til early morning 5.30 jz realise..huhu..

we decided to work til 20th of tis month le..

no energy to stay longer..hahax..

after tat wan hw..

me oso dono...haiz...

swt...

~JOO JOO~

DEAR~~


Myspace Graphics, Happy Birthday Graphics
actually is belated lar..hehe..

sweet 18th~~

hope dear yesterday hapie hapie o..
bt today tomolo n every everyday oso muz hapie hapie lar..hehe
love ya much much o..
muaks~