很高兴我知道真相了^^

今天我才知道啊,原来是因为我的关系...我错过了一段爱情..一个我真的有曾经爱上的人..是爱, 不是喜欢而已...

今天跟joo joo出去啊..去了hock lee打电动..玩了跑车, 篮球, 和'碰碰车'...哈哈~过后去了spring找xis..过后回的时候..在车里就和joo joo谈了一大堆心事...

她说..没错的话他现在有在追cynthia..我也没什么啦~反正我也放下啦~只是..她告诉我..她有问过他为什么会突然放掉..他说..我有想要跟他在一起过吗..原来我拒绝他..让他觉得我不想和他在一起了..但其实当时我只是没做好准备所以才会...这算是在不对的时候遇到对的人吗...

想太多的我..就这样错过了还不知道...

这个有点丑..但是却是我之前很真实的心情..那时SPM快到了...

现在..之前所有不解的疑问..就像是一瞬间有了答案..虽然我放下了..不会再期待或等待什么..但是我却好像不太能保证说,如果有一天他回来我不会接受他...不过他也一定不可能再回来了..但是但是..不管怎样..我想大多数我也应该也不会再动心了吧..

n..i jz noe tat..tat day when we at kado..the day our frenship gt bit bit prob i guess..he was thr too..wit cyn..i didnt noe bout tis..as joo fan n sigui tried nt to let me noe..thks them...joo told me..he did send a msg to her n say "joo..dn let her noe..pls..."..hmmm..i wonder y he so worry..bt it's over dy..so dn k le..plus i noe he choose cyn nw..wish he can gt her love n hapie lor..

bt dono y..my sigui gt bit bit made me heart pain n disappointed..if nt mistaken..he helped to bring cyn out from kado without let me noe..actually tis is for my own gud lar..tat time i still dono gt put down o nt ma..they dn wan me hurt..jz..dono y ler..sigui ever tel me he no target..n promise wil tel me if he did...so..bit feel lik..even my sigui oso din treat me honestly lor...hmmm..anyway lar..i jz treat it as sigui dn wan hurt me so keep the truth from me ba..hehe..

对我来说..爱情太复杂了..
我一定要好好过..要开心, 要快乐!! ^^
我现在很好哦~